i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
wednesday 3/5
today is a hell of a boring day...
tutorials n lectures are so ineffective...din learn much today la...
somemore i took 2 periods to finish 2 qns on normal distribution in the morning la...
then went for pe...we skipped maths lect to eat...
ya...the gp lecture was so useful la...she talk so fact...like everyone can understnad wat she says
then ms khoo cancelled the last chem period la...weird...
since pe...mi n Ber has been trying to convience mr nordin to let us join the 4x400m
Ber really wanted it so much tat we went thru all ppossible ways to convience them...
yazid...nordin...yazid...nordin...yazid... nordin
we kept going from one to another lydat la...
then yazid also give attitude...irritating
then when fabian approach him he was so nice la...
pe teachers are all so mood swing....
actually i was looking forward to run tis race...
its the onli race where i think can win smth la...
then now we can't even take part....
rally damn disappointd la...
tis will be the 1st time i'm taking part in sports day n i was so looking forward to it...
but ya...so i guess i shall juz forget abt it...
the higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment
then trng today was ok...
din do much except rowing n weights....
very tired now... splin...
wonder...
the origin.10:42 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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