i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
wednesday 31/5
its been a long time since i blog...there is juz so many things happening tat i have no time to even stop n take a break....
it been a long mth...n maybe a very difficult one...
there were the gp n maths common test to cope with...
haha..but thanks to all my peers like jy, daphne, amanda n pauline who helped mi a lot in maths...if nt i wold nt know how i can even pull thru...
thanks to all of u...
i know i can be kinda annoying whwn i have so many qns to ask...
tks to bearing with mi....
the maths ct results will be out tmr...afraid...yes i'm ..hopfully i can get a B at least...
then there is still hope for an A during the Alevels...haha
then tmr will have chemistry -gp-chem...
think can die la...
okay...let see...for the past 2 wks i've been mugging n mugging for maths till i'm scared of the tys now....then gor gp ..i wish myself all the best...
hopfully can past la....
yesterday went to watch da vinci code with franz...then met debora n vanessa...so we all moved in front to sit...
it was nt bad i think...but ur conception muz be right first...its all fiction...
then we played pool...walked ard tm...n went to the arcade...
it was nt bad la...at least there was a fren by mi when i was down...( even though i did nt tell him i was upset)
ok...i bruised myself again...so careless man...
i think i will continue wat i have to say in the nxt post b4 all i juz type dissappear again....
the origin.10:05 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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