i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Monday, May 01, 2006
thursday 27/4
today is the match between mjc and tpjc...
mj even chartered buses to bring their students there....zai la...
tp was leading in the first half...but in the end we lost with the score of 2:3
was so sad la...the soccer guys really put in alot of effort....
life is still as messy...
talked to Gless and sherlyn today....
hehe...Gless treated mi to bubble tea so i saved $1...
tks Gless...
talked to sherlyn about choir...n she is really worried for her audition...
i hope she will do well on fri....
finally sherlyn also got to noe wat i have been so upset abt...
today i also saw alot of my frens from hai sing at tp...they all in mj mah...
as i was rushing for tuition din have time to catch up with sarah, sing yi and jie ying ...
but at nite i got to chat with jie ying...she was expecting to see someone...
but yah...i told her wat happened...
felt somewat realived tat i can juz relate the who story to her...
cos she is so far the only one who i have told the whole truth to....
okay...time to sleep le...
tmr still got sch...
the origin.12:16 AM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
my voice
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