i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Monday, May 01, 2006
friday 28/7
today bio lect...jy n the whole grp of them pon lecture...
still nevermind...i went with sherlyn n the rest...
wat happend in LT1 was hilarious...
sherlyn n zhi xuan was fighting for seats...tat when sherlyn pulled zhi xuan
zhi xuan actually fell backwads on the stairs...
everyone in the LT saw tis including ms leo...
haha..like kids lydat...
after the next 2 bio lect...i rushed for trng...
saw jy's chiwawa at the bus stop...hehe...shuai...
then the seniors were discussing things...i dunno wat to do oso...
some seem to side with alex while others do nt...
feel so in the centre...
then trng was a a bit of a waste of time...as the girls had to go down first...
b4 we even stared we already have to save capsized ppl...
then when we finally got to the starting line to start...
b4 we even travelled 200m, out of 5 boats 3 capsized n of the remaining 2 one is unable to really help....
so ya...we spent quite a bit of time rescueing...
then we did dragon boating...was really tiring la....
then the guys on db competed with us on the K2...
haha...although we won, it was a very close shave...haha...
if nt paiseh....
then had to rush back to sch for runway...
haha...debora n pauline were fantastic...
overall it was nt bad la...
but heard about some irritating things tat took place...
abt someone being pain ion the ass...
ya...tats sbs...
dun really understand her la...
then the rest went for dinner atchangi airport...din join them cos was v.late le...
hehe...then chiwawa msg jy...
she was so happy la...
i feel happy for her too...
okay...very tired le....got to slp le...
tmr got to wake up early to cut hair...
the origin.12:32 AM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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