i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Sunday, June 04, 2006
sunday4/6
earlier tis morning juz wrote an entry...
boring day sia...
despite slping at 3 plus tis morning...i was awake by 8...
ya...a bit lack of slp but...still alive...
today was damn slack la...
studied onli bio...was so slow....
okay...dimn reali have the mood after coaching my bro maths n science in the morn...
haha...feel kinda bad for raising my voice so often...
tried very hard to concentrate...yet keep gettin distracted...
keep wonderring if its right for mi to stay in cannoeing...
yes i admit its nice rowing with huiying...but i reali reali miss sarah...
there is tis bond n feeling between us tat no one can replace...which i can't describe in words too...
hai...
yeh...there is still chem tmr...shall slp eearly...
someone pls tell mi wat to do...
the origin.11:58 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
my voice
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