i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
tuesday 6/6
today was so tiring...
hehe...i actually got to be a typical 'housewife' for a day...
went to the market this morning to get meat, duck and fish to prepare dinner....
felt a bit stupid cos i mistook a garouper for a seabass...opps....
then bought breakfast for my bro...
then came home...did the laundry...
played badminton with my bro and coached him...homework...
after which i prepare lunch..
then finally when he was in tuition i got 2 hrs to study...
in the evening...got to cook dinner..n i think i took kinda long...
still i was pleased with the outcome...
the fish n soup turned out quite well...
hehe...proud of myself...
after tat got to clean up the house...i even went to wash the toilet la....
ya finally...check my bro work...
n now...i finally have time to rest...
see...like a housewife taking care of everything...
haha....
anyway...good news...MY PARTNER IS BACK....
yes sarah is finally back to row with mi...i'm happy...n glad to have her back...
though i'll miss huiying...her extremly damn loud laughters n screams....
juz had a chat with sarah...n as always...she could always tell wat i was thinking...n wat was bothering mi....
i think i'll let her know the truth tmr...cos i juz told a lie...
yes its about tat...
can't deny tat i do think abt it at times....
okay..tts all for today..got to study le...
tmr still got to wake up early cos got training...
somemore at 6 la...then training not many people so sure damn tiring...
bette hope i dun die from tmr training....
haha
ur back at last...
the origin.12:06 AM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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