i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Sunday, July 30, 2006
sunday is usually a boring day....
woke up a little late today..so din manage to go running...
but considering tat i slept at 3 plus yesterday...i think it was the right thing tat i woke up later today...
so at 8.30a.m....went to the market to get breakfast...
haha...had cheew kueh (one of my fav)...i think tats how u spell it...
anyway...then started studyin...
the gp essay is really gettin on my nerve...
guess i'll leave it till tmr then do..cos jy n daph still haven't done theirs yet...
in the evening went for dinner at 'tian tian steamboat restaurent'..
the place is so damn nice la...
n wat more they cater to large grps of people...like 20 also can....
the place is nicely decorated n the way they serve food is interesting...
to prevent wastage food like fish n meat n liver those u have to request one...
so tats a good thing also..if nt ppl waste food...
then the soup is realli nice...
n air-conditioned somemore...
although more ex than marina $10 one...
it was still worth it la...
my mom keep forcing mi to eat la...
now i'm so full...dun think can slp man...
anyway...
been think abt smth...
actually...i dun reali noe wat i want in life...
come to think of it..i'm still moving aimlessly...
how...
wat shld i do...
lost...
the origin.11:50 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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