i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
wat happened....
something is very wrong...
i feel tat some of my friends are drifting away...
we used to be so bonded as a class...
in fact we used to hang out together everyday after sch....
but things have changed...
i wonder did i do smthin to caused tis? if its my fault do let mi noe...
i really hope the atmosphere between us will get better...
today u gave mi the sort of ignored looks...
i wsa really bothered by it...
but in fact i dun really click with ur new found friends...
in fact i feel more left out...so spare a thougth for mi too can...
anyway...today was a tiring day...
whole day tutorial la...sian...
then the class kena scolded by ms khoo for nt doing their tutorial...
maths remedial was soooo...long la....
finish like only 4.30....
sian la....then i saw pauline in the lib...
study with huiying, wei min and jon...
hai...i hope tmr will be better...
anyway i'm running 2.4km with pauline tmr...
gonna push her to pass...
okay better go n do my work now...
i wonder wat came between us....
the origin.10:25 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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