i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Sunday, August 06, 2006
ill...
i guess my body has gotten the better of mi...
ok...like my mom said 'if u continue lydat u'll fall sick sooner or later'
guess tat came true...
haiz...
horrible sore throat, running nose, fever n cough....
wah...all at once la...
yesterday felt a bit uncomfortable...but never expect to be so bad...
ok...hope i'll be able to get to sch tmr....
haiz...wanted to go swimming one...
but then sarah nt free...
cos she ,hy, wm n jon went for city harvest service at indoor stadium....
then tot abt going myself...
but then it started raining....
sian la...
nvm...so stay at home n rest lor...
nowadays really very boring...
trying to mug everyday...
yet i still got so much i have yet to cover...
i think i really very slow in learning la...
there is like onli 3 more wks to prelims...
muz really put in more effort...
mmm...been very easily irritated these few days...
like a bit will get angry already...
ppl at home are really testing my patience n temper...
nearly flared up on several occasions....
so will ur pls stop irrtitating mi...
dun really understand u ppl...i
in the past ur never bothered much abt the way i do things...
but now when i do exactly the same thing ur got so much to say...
so much to comment abt...
then if ur want to ask mi smth u can also ask mi directly..
y go thru all the trouble n beat about the bush....
dunno wat wrong with u ppl....
when i'm angry u say i'm fierce,
when i try to be nice, ur say i muz have an ulterior motive...
guess i'll leave u ppl alone....
as long as i've my peace...
sorry...din mean to vent my frustrations....
really tired...but already slp so much...cannot slp anymore le...
shall go n continue mugging...
living dead....
the origin.2:50 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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