i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Saturday, August 05, 2006
totally drained....
its been a week since i last blog...
this whole week was kinda hectic...
hai...really tired sia...
i wonder how ling can i last lydat...
can i make it till A s...
anyway...been studying everyday in sch...
everybody mugging like crazy...
whenever there is time...mi n pauline will always be in the library...
come to think of it...i'm a bit scared of the library now....
spe tis week was soccer...
haha..realy hilarious to see girls play soccer...
always a grp of people running after the ball...
somemore its only half a filed...
everyone who was watching muz have had a gd laugh...
then it started to rain but we continued to play...
but it was really great workout...haven't exercised so much for a long time...
haha...muscles started aching the very next day...
then on wed, ran 2.4km with pauline, sherlyn, clarie and mag...
yeh...pauline n clarie passed...somemore with silver....
glad to be able to help them tis time round...
sher n mag very upset cos they still have to retake...
so i'll stick with them till the end...
lets work hard together k...
then sometime tis wk i also signed up for the standard charted marathon 10km run...
mi, huiying, grace n sarah are taking part...
thanks to wei ming who made it so interesting tat we decided to join too...
haha...
then ber is also encouraging the class to take part in the FULL marathon...well it wld be nice if everyone will go for the experience...
but....
i still think its really nt worth to pay $30 plus to walk 42km...
unless ur really sure u are gonna run thru it...
but without trng n experience..i think it is crazy...
still of course i did nt put ber down...
ya...today got chem test...
been mugging for it like crazy...
in the end it was nt tat difficult..it was the nmr section tat was killer...
today is really a dead day la...
had papers after papers...then its fri n end so late...
after the test ms khoo still take her own sweet time to go thru...
wah...tat was the killer part....
so ended like at 4 plus...
then met jon, huiying, wee kang n wei min at airport the BK...
mugged till some anglican gals made noise abt not having places to sit...
so manager ask us to leave...
sian...
walked ard for a while..then decided to settle for subway...
anyway...tis week really spent a lot of time with pauline....
both of us feels the same way abt things i guess so we click more...
anyway wat i anticipated came true...
some friendships really dun last...
when someone better comes along they will surely leave u...
tats when the friendship is really put to test...
tat i've come to understand in the last few weeks...
so the weekends are for mi to mug...
hope i can go swimming with sarah on sunday...
raelly missed being in the water ...
where i dun have to be bothered about anything...
then next wk is national day le...
hopefully i'll have a better wk...
heal my soul body n mind....
the origin.12:14 AM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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