i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Saturday, September 23, 2006
prelims are finally over...
well time to rest for a while before working towards the a-levels again...
for the past 2 days was really a rest and relax day i guess...kept myself busy...
so that i won't let my thoughts wonder about and start on all my nonsence again...
bio mcq was alright i guess....hopefully it would be of help...
then after tat went swimming...finished 20 laps then go off already...
then met jy ,daphne,pauline and amanda at orchard road..
walked almost the whole of far east ,pauline and amanda got earings...
jy got a apir of shoes which we had to go Heeran to collect...then daphne got a shirt...
well in the end i came home empty handed....haha...
then we had dinner at cinelesiure the Bestro's or something like tat...
the dinner was so filling and the place the ambience is so nice...
hehe...so we spent like 4 plus hours there...
left orchard at about 10 plus...
we were all so tired la...
guess muz be all the walking...well at least we got to do quite a bit of things in a day...
then on fri...
pauline, kenneth, wei ming and i want to play badminton...
wei ming invited us to his club in changi...n the play is really so nice...
its quiet and so peaceful...
haha..then wei ming's friend carlton came too...
carlton is damn pro can...he is from catholic high and sec 2 onli...
then the 4 of them play doubles...so experts sia...
well then i took kenneth's place of the 4...n then we played...
i totally suck can...so sia suey....
first i dun know any thing about the serving rule and the switching of courts...
then subsequently..we even do without the serving rule...
haha...all i cld say was 'sorry sorry'...haha...
i realised badminton requires quick reflexs and fast moves...
haha...wei ming had to keep telling mi to move...if nt i'll stand there like a block...
u have to see how wei ming and carlton play man..they all so zai la..
especially wei ming...his strokes we fast and powerful sia...
hopefully i picked up some skill while i watched him play...haha...
n actually badminton is very fun too...
now i understand y wei ming is so into badminton...haha...
then after tat went to changi village with pauline n kenneth for dinner...
had nasi lemak...damn full...
haha..then we went to sunny island...stood by the beach watching the waves, ships and the planes tat were flying so close to us...
the beach was very quiet so it was really very nice...
we wanted to leave already...then saw the sun setting and decided to watch the sunset...
the view was amazing...
although there were clouds...the 3 of us juz sat there n chatted as we watched the sun set...
its been some time since i watched a sunset...
the feeling was juz so calming...
(but felt like a big light blub though....)
haha...muscle aching all over...
but can't be bothered...
at least i managed to do many of the things i wanted to do....
the origin.12:00 AM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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