i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Sunday, October 08, 2006
well...24 more days to a-levels...
taking some time in between papers to relax a little..
these few weeks have really been hectic for mi...
trying to do all i can any maybe create a miracle in the last 3 wks...
been really under a lot of stress...guess everyone feels the same way especially when the examinations is sooo...near...
well...would like to share this with everyone of my friends out there...
you know...what we see is actually very important...
so wat kind of perspectives do we have in life...
juz let u know that God is good...
prosperity is wat he wants to give to his children...
but we muz know tat success comes with contentment...
soo...we should have a heavenly perspective...
see things the way God sees them...
how u may ask?
first of course we need to see God...
- most of the time we juz think of all the problems
but in God's eye its an opportunity in the mist of difficulties...
- when we see God...
he becomes bigger than our problems...
nothing is too tough tat we can't overcome when we have faith in him...
therefore....
we all muz have a positive attitude...
cos it really affects how much we believe in ourselves...
we serve a faithful God n believe it...
every obstacle is there for a reason...
hey friends...in the mist of mugging do take care...
n dun forget...to see opportunities in the mist of difficulties...
haha...
back to the papers...
the origin.11:09 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
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