i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
dunno wats wrong with mi today...
i'm really in a lousy mood today...
everything juz seems to get on my nerves...sick..
well it all started when i had to wait for 2 whole period for my maths teacher outside the staff room...
he agreeded to see us tat time but then he went for lunch...
told the others he'll take a while...
then after 2 periods i called them...he was still in the canteen...
damn irritating...
waited like a fool there la...
then everyone i call dun want to pick up their calls...
to the extend tat i called 5 times still dun want to pick up...
(sorry..i'm nt angry with ur...juz nt in gd mood la)
right now i can really smash everything in my sight...
(okok...get control of urself alicia...)
really stress....trying to take it easy already...but the pressure is really too much....ahhhhhhh
i'm screaming into my pillow..punching the wall...
BUT it does nt help....
so...so ...irritated.....
the origin.9:17 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
my voice
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