i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Thursday, December 07, 2006
its been a very long time since i blog...well let see...
decided to change the blogskin...chose a black n white one
cos sarah say i can be completely 2 different person, juz like black n white so here it is...
okay let me juz do the highlights...
prom, stand chart marathon,canoeing farwell
23rd November 2006
It was TPJC prom night.the night was one of glitz n glamour.
Everyone juz looked so different tat night. the girls were all so pretty n the guys were all well groomed. Took many many picts tat night. Haha pratically running from place to place n taking picts everywhere.These will always be precious memories to me. Prom with the class was fun...daphne, jy n mel all won something from the lucky draw, damn lucky la...
Anyway after the dinner, (the food was not tat bad actually), we went back to the hotel room to freshen up, n of course some went to change.
then the class headed down to DXO at esplande.
meet hy, grace, sarah n mr chua at the food centre outside DXO n chatted with them for a while, hy n grace headed over to zouk while i stayed at DXO.
OK to be honest, tat ws my first time clubbing.
Haha, honestly i kinda like the feeling being there althought the music aws damn loud. Didn't drink much, pauline,jy,daphne n i went to explore the place before we hit the dance floor again. Saw jon n wee kang there too...
after the party at 4am we went to look for 7-11 cos all of us damn thirsty...
we din want to get drinks inside DXO cos kinda dilute n not very nice also...
haha...saw jon...he was dead drunk la...blabbering nonsense n shouting somemore...
haiz...haha..

pretty jieying n me

the canoeing team

my dearest partner sarah

me, pauline, bang ling n kenneth
3rd December 2006
tat day was the standard charterd marathon n it was my first time taking part in a marathon...
honestly..i have not really trained for it.
huying, grace , sarah n i took part in the women's 10Km run...
but sarah fell sick so in the end din make it for the run...
actually the 10km run was not as bad as i thought it was...
in fact it was actually quite fun...
especially the last sprint tat u take...
the feelin was juz so amazing...
it juz feels really good la...
haha..even though thru the 10km we walked for abt 1km...
we managed to complete it in abt 1hr 12 mins...
actually for a first timer i guess its quite an alright timing already...
haha..saw a lot of ppl there.
ber,alvin,franz,mag,mel,choo,feng,jason were also there to run the 42km full marathon...
i really hand it up to them...
well saw some track members there also..guess the track team did take part too...
after tat still went to work...
it was killer...
the very nxt day din feel like waking up at all la...
muscle aching like shit...
haha
the origin.7:07 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
my voice
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