i AM myself
I hate looking myself in the mirror,I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart
Cant you see that i love you so?
Sunday, February 11, 2007
mmm....today is boring day thus i 'm blogging....
well 1 week juz went by again..how fast time flies... sometimes its realily scary u know...
okay...on thursday i took my BTT...and i passed...but i redid my paper quite a number of times...
was inda worried tat i wld fail...(wk kept sayin i'll fail la....)..haha
okay on sat morning went down for trng at bedok reservior, trng was supposed to start at 10..then supposed to meet jon n wk at macs at 9 to teach them how to fold flowers...haha..
well jon was late n wk never showed up!!!( wk is a pig...always sleeping)..haha
n guess wat..i ran 1 round ard the reservior...okay wei ming was there today so i had company for the first half of the run...
haha,its gd tat he was ard if nt i think i would have walked instead of running...hahha
tried rowing the rengata k2 with hy was kinda unstable...but it was worst when i tried it with wei ming...haha we keep capping...like every few strokes we cap...then jon will have to save us...hahah...kinda paiseh though...
n afiqka was so so funny...she reali keep most of us laughing all day...
haha..well i'm suffering the aftermath of spending the day out yesterday...
had a terrible sunburn..red as a lobster..hahah..sure kena laugh at by my supervisor tmr...
muscle aching like crazy...dun even remb when was the last time tat i ran lydat...haha..
ohh...me n hy went for the NTU talk at suntec today...
got to know more abt the courses avialble...but it was reali packed...
also we saw a lot of ppl from tpjc there too...
okok..tats the boring life i'm living now...
haha..muz look harder for another job, n muz go shoppin for the things i need...
haha...
things aren't going well as i had expected...yet i feel helpless tat i could not do anything about it...
the origin.11:27 PM
i AM myself
alicia ang
19 yrs old
28th July 88
smps, hscs, tpjc, SIM- economic n management
likes:)
swimming, jogging, cycling, bladding, canoeing
reading, listening to music, dancing
chilling out with my friends
tpjc canoeing team ROCK!!!
tpjc 05S04 ROCK!!!
SIM Dragons rocks!!!
dislikes:(
ppl who are nt straight forward
ppl who pretend to be who they are not
being the middle person
being taken for granted
being left out
**wish list**
to get gd A-level results (my foot!))
to have FUN
to get a job ( ntuc Lhub)
to get my driving licence (got it)
to get my bag (been wanting to do so since the begining of the yr)
to chill out with my friends
to go clubbing as and when i like(like its ever possible)
to get into uni( got into one)
to be HAPPY (it has been so long since i'm really happy)
my voice
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